While nobody looks at the root cause of these things. I for some reason do. Maybe it is my historical upbringing as a Patriotic citizen. Maybe it is the idea I do not like bullies that are bullying for no reason. I mean, they are doing great, they do not need to be funding folks and causing world dramatization. They are doing very well. The idea they keep bullying and then keep acting like everybody else is weaker than them. Upsets me. I am the type of person where I like to look out for folks that are doing well and not harming folks.
However, if some entity like the MSS comes about then I get upset. I mean I graduate. I should have had a nice job and a place. I chose a good degree. However, due to possible MSS funding of a foreign intelligence agency with funds and manuals to push through a legislation that seriously affected us; like they did with Al Queada to hit us physically. I was constantly under attack. My job was not secure, and I lost it. Therefore, I started trying to figure it out. I figured it out. This is it.
Along with that I realized I like helping people fight bullies. The idea that somebody wishes to pick on somebody because they are smaller or alone or even in need. Upsets me. So I am not a physical man anymore, as I am older. So all I can do is hope I can take a podium to speak about the things I have learned about economic warfare espionage activities.
I have not done anything illegal for over ten years. Except for infractions of course. I mean I am man grown in a area that is a little bit on the rough side. However, the idea that I can be some kind of person protecting the world from an entity that is the worlds biggest bully funder. Makes me feel great. I mean I have come to grips with the idea that. I might be killed, mamed, dissappear or other wise. However, I do not advocate violence. Along with that I think the end of the world war on terror can be dealt with via really good algorithmic economic equations. Then again, I am not against the war. As I tried to join three times to go over there. As I felt my presence as a normal political type would be good. As I could help the soldiers remember that these folks need diplomats not street bullies.
Sometimes I sit here all night and ran and rave. Then I look back and I wasted a lot of time. However, then I get that one really good idea and I think it was all worth the time in my heart beats. The idea is simple, we can have peace again like we did when the KGB decided that single fascist, no check and balance by the people power and control was not a good idea.
I have lost everything. My job, my lady friend, my friends, my car. I feel like a monk. A monk.