My grandpa said it was me gaining my wings. I remember when I was a teenager I had lost that feeling and it did not come over me anymore. I sang a song about wanting it back. I guess after ten years or so I am finally gaining it back. I had a dream the other night as if I was in front of something very powerful. Stating you have two more sins to kick before you can again feel that way. It is like pure ecstasy. The feeling of the wings and the electricity. It is not like the goosebumps it is a whole different feeling. It is like seeing something you love and adorn very much, along with just learning something that could really do some good. It is like that. However, a more physical type feeling than an intellectual type feeling.
When I was a kid after I felt that way and he never told me about it nor did I ever know about it. He let me read some material all I can say is every since then when folks ask if I am religious I say yes but I have mutiple believes in religion. As I believe non as whole are complete.